Update

Emotionally I'm feeling better about the whole spotting/cramping bit. It's been on and off since Thursday, currently on, and it's not getting any worse. Stress isn't good for me or the pregnancy, so at this point, I'm ignoring it unless something significant happens, and just going about my day. At home I'm still trying to lay and around chill (i.e.-be lazy) as much as possible, and at work, I'm trying not to let the screamers get me frazzled, and to sit in the chair as much as they'll allow me.

I figure it this way. Besides doing what I'm already doing, I have no control over the outcome of this. I pray that it's God's plan to give us a healthy, hopefully full-term baby in about 33 more weeks, but if it's not, then it was for a reason. I don't have to know that reason, I just have to trust that it's what was best for us right now and that He knows this.

Friday can't come soon enough. My awesome mom is going to get off work early to pick Jack up from his last day of school and take him swimming. She figures it gives her time to spend with her boy, and if God forbid we get bad news on Friday, she can keep him, give him dinner and play with him which will give us a few hours to just be together and process (get our shit together) before we bring him home. I'll be honest, I'm terrified to go Friday, but I'm really glad Archie will be with me this time.